I have just finished the first year of my Doctorate Programme, where the focus of my research will be on Chemsex in Ireland. I have read over 80 articles (I know as I have just handed in my literature review today and my references say it all!) and I feel very anxious about posting this.

I feel anxious because this is a treasured topic to me: Men are dying due to these drugs, that men are feeling alone caught up in the scene, men are being sexually assaulted when they are vulnerable. But I also feel anxious because this isn’t an area that is known about enough in this country; it’s misunderstood, stigmatized and demonized. I want to do it justice SO MUCH, while equally knowing a handful of slides won’t suffice.

I am thankful for people who have inspired me, supported me, listened to me on this topic, particularly over this last year. I am INCREDIBLY lucky. A special shoutout to @adlerss @silvanevespsychotherapy for words of encouragement!

Also @robbielwr @beninldn @tophertaylor @zacharyzane_ I implore you to listen to them and learn from them. There is so little space for Gay and MSM, sexual health, education and pleasure on this platform.

And to the wonderful @davidastuart, a generous, humble soul, who ignited the spark in this area for me many years ago (and who coined the term!). His tireless work has had resounding ripples throughout the world, I don’t believe there were even 1 of those 80+ research papers that didn’t quote him!

I'm hoping that the next few years of my research can help support those struggling with chems, educate therapists and help impact societal changes.